jsv.

I seem to find myself dwelling on the past lately. I keep analyzing where I went wrong.. what I did wrong in US. WHY does it even work that way?! YOU find someone who's everything you didn't want, and once you give in at it, they walk away? Or all of a sudden nothing is the same? When did I ever tolerate someone so selfish? I grew so much patience over the past 3 months. It's only 3 month, I know.. What a bummer! "girls love assholes" &it's true. That's why this time around, when someone good comes around- I won't take him for granted, I won't neglect his feelings, ignore his messages or treat him like he's invisible. BECAUSE it fucking hurts. I didn't listen, unfortunately everyone learns on their own terms. I give up on relationships or whatever you call it nowadays. I'm never going to trust a boy with my heart.. only my dad&god hah, peasy! <33